Friendship. heavy word. This would probably be the last thing I had planned on writing about.. but .. uhh..I'm not even sure what to add here. People tell me..my bluntness, moodswings and short temper would one day land me in trouble and sour most of my important relationships. I will say only one thing..all this while I *really* believed..relationships which have to be managed are never true, and if the relations are true they are never required to be managed. But Looking back, yes..they were right and I was wrong. Ive lost half of my bestest friends in the past one year..and that's not even funny anymore. Met too many wrong kind of people on my way. Saw good in bad people and bad in good people. There are times when I just want to break down and cry for making so many wrong moves in the past.

All said and done. these experiences have made me what I'm today. changed everything for good....just a law of life I guess. Otherwise, if not for these experiences and events, Id have never learnt some of the most precious lessons life had to offer me. I like the fact that I'm finally growing up..I don't atleast run away from the disastrous reality of life's funny ways anymore. Judging the other person has never been soo..easier. I hope things look up..nah I don't miss the ones who perhaps at some point in my life were the MOST important to me..but ive overcome all that. that phase of my life came and is now gone. It wasn't easy but I learn aLOT on the way. It makes me wonder at times like these, whether those good times will ever return back to me? It haunts my memory. But I cherish it nonetheless. It's closer to me in more than one ways. but ah..ive so much to look forward to now..I cant simply wait anymore!! New beginnings.. here I come!

We won. that was quite obvious, isnt it? but 413?.. it was unbelievable. I was dancing all over. literally. People say.. so what's the big deal in that? We were playing against Bermuda..so it isn't something great that we have done. But hello? Why under-estimate Bermuda? It's pretty sad. People take "everything" for granted. I absolutely hate it when people belittle others..be it for anything. sure, we're a great team and everyone knows that but what the heck? don't atleast point fingers at the other team. Don't atleast belittle them. they too have worth. Let them prove themselves. Why can't some people just keep their big mouth shut, mind their own business and focus only on good things that come their way? I don't know..but this is just some random observation..same thing happened with Bangladesh too. Everyone presumed we'd win and plain laughed it off the whole India-Bangladesh Match thing saying our win was obvious. See, what was the end result?? See..Ive nothing against hoping that our team would win in the end..but what I don't like is, criticism that comes along with it. The usual junta's mentality(or say attitude) is pretty sad to say the least. and there's nothing we can do about it, sadly enough. aaaaaaah!! bcos the number is just way TOO LARGE!!

On the other hand, the most talked-about topic for the past 2 days is Woolmer's sudden tragic death right after Pakistan was called off from the Worldcup matches. Made me wonder.. really? there's SO much stress in International Cricket? I don't have much to say over this since this is not the right time plus it's not safe to write about something you're not really sure about. All I will say, all weird things happening this Worldcup. Don't you think? Does it tell us something? gee..or maybe I must be reading too much into all this. ah well, whatever it is.. from all the Newspaper articles, online blogs etc. I gather he was a great man and most importantly, a man with a heart of gold. RIP, Woolmer. You will be missed.

Otherthan matches, as you can see, there's nothing much happening in my life right now. I'm a die-hard cricket addict so it doesn't matter which team is playing. and the thing is, right now THAT is the level of excitement in my life right now. Somehow, I realise, my life and day's schedule(or should I say Night?) haha..is revolving around Extraa innings and matches. Most of my exams are over(the most recent one was on sunday) and I'm a proper vella ever since. My life is a perfect example of "life at the extremes"! There are days when I don't have time to even look at my watch..days just zoom by me..when I feel like having 48hrs in a day so that I can fit in everything that I had to finish up in 24 hours and now there are days like these when I feel 24hrs is a way long ass time..days just drag by..and I'm left as clueless as ever! I enjoy it nonetheless. :P so no room for complaints here! I sleep, watch movies, surf internet, sleep again, hog on yummy dishes, read absolutely anything that comes my way, take silky for long walks, go out for dinners, and do some serious thinking(for a change!) and at night, well..late night card games with my family with the matches running in the background. I hav alot of recent realisations/observations..one of them being, I so totally love playing card games!! It truly showcases your talent and intelligence. But the most important factor is, it's a great way to bond with your family and friends. Quality super time in the truest sense! You get to know so much more about the other person..seriously a great bonding time with lotsa laughter and handful o tears! :)

Ok, it's 2304 right now and I think, I should go back to "the kite runner" so that I can read it for 2hours straight. Have plans to go jogging in the morning..I sincerely hope they don't just end up as one of my famous "ambitious plans"! Oh.. and expect my review on the kite runner in a couple of days. The book is very disturbing at times but woah, Ive never ever read such a master-piece before. It's jus.. perfect. period. 

life's SO kick-ass right now..someone pinch me..!!

wow..what a game..India-Bangladesh..I was really looking forward for today's game but look, how things have turned out but i think, we will still win. bangladesh r gonna get knocked out even before they score 150. or maybe not..

And, for some weird reason, i think im goin terribly wrong somewhere or I was all this while..i know what a lame thing to say but need to buckle things up. Even though it's alot more easier for me to accept my very own imperfections..frankly, i dont enjoy  being imperfect either. its killin me. how could i go wrong to THIS extent? jeeeesus! I think i will scoot..got an exam tomorrow. I need to do well..afterall, I wanna be best - in everything! so little things in life matter alot :) so wish me luck..

So, yeah I finally did it! switched from the good old LJ to Blogdrive(reasons which are too stupid to discuss here!) but wow, looking back..from bloggger to Livejournal to Blogdrive..I've come a long way..hehe! I hope to stick around here for a longer time to come now.

Alrighty, I'm happy abt the switch lol but I'm gonna miss LJ. "Rain and Sunshine, Smiles and Tears, Dance and Delight"...LJ saw me going through countless emotions and life lessons..so it's very special to me..:)

But I *HAD* to start afresh..new beginnings...but I will just shut up here and not add the 'looking forward' part bcos when you're looking forward to something with all your heart, you somehow end up not getting it at all! so HI all!:)