Friendship. heavy word. This would probably be the last thing I had planned on writing about.. but .. uhh..I'm not even sure what to add here. People tell me..my bluntness, moodswings and short temper would one day land me in trouble and sour most of my important relationships. I will say only one thing..all this while I *really* believed..relationships which have to be managed are never true, and if the relations are true they are never required to be managed. But Looking back, yes..they were right and I was wrong. Ive lost half of my bestest friends in the past one year..and that's not even funny anymore. Met too many wrong kind of people on my way. Saw good in bad people and bad in good people. There are times when I just want to break down and cry for making so many wrong moves in the past.

All said and done. these experiences have made me what I'm today. changed everything for good....just a law of life I guess. Otherwise, if not for these experiences and events, Id have never learnt some of the most precious lessons life had to offer me. I like the fact that I'm finally growing up..I don't atleast run away from the disastrous reality of life's funny ways anymore. Judging the other person has never been soo..easier. I hope things look up..nah I don't miss the ones who perhaps at some point in my life were the MOST important to me..but ive overcome all that. that phase of my life came and is now gone. It wasn't easy but I learn aLOT on the way. It makes me wonder at times like these, whether those good times will ever return back to me? It haunts my memory. But I cherish it nonetheless. It's closer to me in more than one ways. but ah..ive so much to look forward to now..I cant simply wait anymore!! New beginnings.. here I come!